High heel training diary, day 10

I had a bit of luck last night... the tips of the heels I were wearing were quite fragile due to the age, and actually ended up breaking off while I was wearing them yesterday. As a result Mistress Phoenix didn't want me to wear them during our play session, for fear they may catch on the rug. She instructed me to wear a different pair that I had already gotten to in my training instead, which fortunately turned out to be quite a bit more comfortable (the black zipper pumps I wore on day 7 of my training.)

Of course even though the shoes she picked out for our session were a LOT more comfortable, my feet were still in a little bit of delicious agony, since she had me chained very tightly to our new spanking bench. (Yesterday I finally put up some photos of our new playroom here on the web site by the way, for those of you who are interested in such things as well as shoes.) I could not move my feet for several hours, I had to just stand there in them, bent over the bench. That was more of an enjoyable pain though, inflicted by Phoenix on the masochist in me, rather than the constant, horrible pain of yesterday's shoes.

I did have to put the painful shoes back on after our session was over and after driving her home of course, but at least I got a little bit of a much needed break from those torturous shoes.

I still find it somewhat amazing how much two pairs of similar shoes from different manufacturers can differ from one another. Today's shoes are the same size as yesterdays for instance, the same heel height, and they are both the same basic style, plain pumps, but today's shoes are the exact opposite of yesterdays in comfort. While yesterday's were sheer torture to wear for more than a few minutes (and I had to spend most of the day in them!) today's are as comfy as soft, fuzzy slippers. Ah, if only all of my shoes could fit like these. I will definitely be wearing these to bed tonight, I'm sure that I will sleep like a baby in them.

Today is a special day because there is only one pair of 4-inch heels left in my collection after the shoes I'm wearing today. I know they are going to be very painful to wear, because they are a size too small (I had to have them though, so I bought them anyway... I will be regretting that soon.) Up until now I've been looking at them each day, wondering when the day I would have to wear them would finally come. This morning I knew it would be either today or tomorrow, and when I clicked on the shoe chooser program this morning, the question was finally answered. So now I have these really comfy shoes on today, but I know that it's like the calm before the storm. Tomorrow is going to be a long, difficult day in my training. I guess that it's fitting that the chooser program saved them until last, so I could build up my endurance before finally having to be subjected to them.

So I now must wait for tomorrow with an unusual mix of dread, anticipation, and curiosity... tune in tomorrow to this same bat channel. ;-)