High heel training diary, day 55

High heels training GO TO TRAINING DAY

Ah, another night of painful pumps. :-( Actually, these are not as bad as some, so I should probably not complain. (Of course to my Mistress I am not allowed to complain at all, I must simply endure my suffering for her enjoyment and amusement.) They are nice shoes though, I like them - very sexy black pumps, with very nice straps.

I got home from work at about 6:00 pm today and have had these on since. I will have them on until bed time, but then I will need to put my sandals on to sleep in, these will just hurt too much and keep me awake. Since it is Friday my bed time is a little later though, 1:00 am, so I still a few hours to go as I write this. I also need to take a bath and shave my legs this evening, so that will give me a little break from them at least.

It has been 55 days now since I have been allowed to wear normal, flat shoes when at home. It is hard to believe that it has been so long, and at the same time, 5-inch heels feel so natural to me now what I can't even imagine wearing flat shoes at home any more. Of course the pain I do not think I could ever truly get used to. I have learned to live with it, but it is always on my mind when I have to wear painful shoes. That is not due to the height of the shoes though, my feet handle that quite well, it is just due to my having a lot of relatively inexpensive, poor fitting shoes. Mistress Phoenix and I briefly talked about that recently, and concluded that as we approach the end of my training, when I am in the highest possible heels and ballet boots that will become my permanent "house shoes", we will be buying more, higher quality, better fitting, genuine leather shoes so that I do not cause permanent damage to my feet. I will then truly be a high-heeled person, wearing ultra-high heels like that at home... forever? I can't wait, while at the same time, I am nervous about it and wonder what that will be like. It is a little bit frightening yet very erotic and stimulating to me all at the same time.

That is all for tonight. Tune in tomorrow... same bat time... same bat channel... etc. ;-)