High heel training diary, day 35

Just my luck... all week long I have had to work, and thus only had to wear my high heels for a few hours each night before bedtime. That whole time, my chooser program has been selecting really comfortable shoes for me to wear. Today is Saturday, so not only do I not have to work, but I also get to stay up later, making for an even longer day. So of course, my shoe chooser program chooses shoes for me that pinch my toes.

It really is not all that bad and I probably should not complain... it could be a lot worse. I remember the days at the beginning of my training when I had to wear extremely small shoes on my feet all day long, and it was excruciatingly painful. This is nothing like that, I just wish that my program had chosen these shoes for during the week when I did not have to wear them for so long, and given me a different pair for today. As Mistress Phoenix says in her shoe training rules though, "you are not to ever complain about the pain or discomfort. I do not want to hear it. If your feet hurt, suck it up." :-)

These are one of only a few pairs of pink shoes I have. I actually really like pink and would love to have more, but it's hard to find shoes in pink. It can sometimes be hard to find really sexy shoes in any colors other than black, white, or red for that matter. I do have my eyes on a pair of 6-inch pink sandals that I may be buying for myself soon, to have for when I get to that point in my training.

I had to do some chores for Mistress Phoenix today, including shoveling the snow from her driveway and the walkways around her house. Our snowblower is not working, so I had to do it all the old fashioned way - with a shovel. I just love doing things for her though, it makes me feel so great inside to know that I am helping her out in some way, making her life easier for her, as it should be. Before anyone asks, no, she did not make me wear high heels when shoveling the snow, nor did she make me do it barefoot. Sorry to disappoint you. :-( I am sure that deep down, either of those scenarios would have amused her greatly, but she does not want to attract the wrong sort of attention from the neighbors, nor have me get frostbite on my feet by making me go barefoot in the snow for that long.

Other than during the few hours I spent at her home working for her today though, I have had today's heels on since I got up this morning, and will have them on until bedtime, when I put on more comfortable high heeled sandals to sleep in, since I know that the pinching of these shoes would make it impossible for me to sleep.

It's odd how different pairs of erotic shoes can hurt in such different ways. Some are impossible to walk in for instance, while these are the exact opposite - as long as I'm on my feet, these really aren't that bad at all. But if I sit down or lay down for any length of time and take my weight off my feet, that's when they start pinching and hurting. I suppose it must have something to do with the muscles in my toes relaxing and stretching out, it must cause more pressure. It still seems odd though, one always hears about high heeled shoes being "sitting down shoes", or shoes to wear to bed, not to walk in, and things like that. But sometimes, it really is just the opposite. My toes are starting to really hurt now in fat, from my sitting here at my desk to write this. :-)

So I guess my plan will be to try to keep busy and on my feet for the rest of tonight.